the Christmas spirit is all over this week..i LOVE CHRISTMAS, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT…and i miss it so so so so much

no i’m not christian and my mom’s not american but i still do the whole tree and presents (KAIFY ) i grew up celebrating Christmas with the family because of my uncle’s wife..we had the tree the stockings and the big Christmas dinner..then i went to the states and every year i would go to the lighting of the tree and enjoyed the Christmas shopping, the lights, the music, the ppl but now that i’m back here mako Christmas

SO

every year we get a Christmas tree and i try to get into it..this year however the spirit is STRONG..went over to a friend’s place the other day to decorate her Christmas tree and she’s BIG on Christmas (smile if ur reading this ) we had Christmas songs in the background, chai o 7aleeb (very Christmasy i know ) it was lovely! the weather, the tree, the music and the ornaments i was sooo happy

Here are some pics:

oh, oh, we each had to contribute SOMETHING to the tree..behold my contribution:

i hope it’s still there

i know every1 thinks their mom is the cutest bas wala my mom IS the cutest!

i’m invited to a wedding tonight and being the procrastinator that i am i still don’t have shoes…mama has been out looking for something cause she can’t wait till i get off work (we have diff tastes VERY diff) fa ana shway mo 3ajebny el wath3…she just came to work with 2 bags of shoes! she showed me what she picked out o wanted my approval so she can go purchase them..ma etyanen???

3 A S A L

if u call my ext 35 times then it MUST be important, and since i’m not psychic and i don’t know who 224537890052368779834082 IS then plz leave a msg so i can get back to u..THANK U!

ok this is sooo not the way i wanted to “come back” but aaah i just had to get that off my chest

will write a “proper” post after work

MISS U ALL

been feeling down lately

i honestly have nothing to say and the sight of happy ppl depresses me even more

yes i’m bitter but at least i’m not suicidal

just going through a rough patch or whatever u wana call it

i have missed u all and will only post when i have something positive to say

i leave u all with this song:

Fourme has waged a war against me…May the

BEST team win !

http://www.thisislondon.co.uk/standard/article-23531623-details/Harrods+caf%C3%A9+Not+in+our+back+yard,+say+wealthy+neighbours/article.do

BEST master card commercial !

BEST baseball park 

this song is played at the 8th inning of every home game 

currently reading:

Man u 1- Newcastle 1

i received part of my amazon order and i’m in heaven !

was feeling a little under the weather lately, didn’t make it work on thu and decided to spend the day in the company of books..i had started lamb by christopher moore a while ago but never had the time to finish it so i read it thu and luvd it, every min of it such a funny book

started a thousand splendid suns by khalid hosseini thu afternoon and finished it this morning..i could not put it down! i skipped two meals for this book fatheeeeeee3 but be prepared for depression..i started sobbing at page 4 and did not stop till page 38! nonstop sobbing..then it comes and goes…the book is simply amazing and i can’t get over these two lines of poetry in the book:

“One could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs,

 Or the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls“

it’s a MUST read just be prepared and have lots of tissue boxes next to u

i started why do men have nipples a few hours ago, almost done..very interesting !

so this is how i’m spending my weekend, how’s urs? 

remember that “decision” i had to make in jan? well i made it last night..i said no..and i think i might be regretting it madry? i just woke up depressed..depressed is not the word i just feel “heavy” o shway maly khelg shay but deep down i know that i made the right decision so i need to cheer myself up and here’s what i’m reading to accomplish that:

Dumb Office Dares:

• enter your office as if you were a special forces soldier entering a house full of terrorists..take cover behind walls, desks, plants, etc…and use your fingers to shoot all the bad guys
• place your ear next to your pc monitor and mutter “yes…okay…we’ll have to be careful though…”
• make a small shrine on your desk and worship it hourly
• shout “phone!” every time someone’s phone rings
• give everything on your desk a name, e.g. Sammy Stapler, Phoebe Phone and talk to them whenever you use them
• pretend to be showing an invisible new colleague around the office, and introduce him/her to everyone
• while riding an elevator, gasp dramatically every time the doors open
• shout random numbers while someone is counting
• in a meeting or crowded situation, slap your forehead and mutter “shut up, damn it, all of you just shut up!”
• the next time the phone rings answer it with the words “oh now what?!” no matter who it is
• click your heels together and say “there’s no place like home” over and over every time you’re in the elevator
• bend down and put your ear to the floor..crawl all the way out of your office like this, muttering “i’ll find you…i’ll find you..” as you go
• tell a colleague that last night was a mistake and you don’t want a relationship with them…when they ask you what you’re talking about say “exactly. lets just act like it never happened”