an hour after my last post my “episodes” started again..i’ve been throwing up like crazy lately and its scaring me..o the most embaressing thing is that i was on the phone with the person in charge of our lajna and she was telling me where to pick up my mandooba id..i barely had time to say hold on when everything came out and i mean everything..i think some of my organs came out (ok i know i’m disgusting but u have to share my misery)..soon after that the shooting pain in my stomach started i was squirming bamoot and it hasn’t stopped since..i haven’t slept yet..i didn;t help out with the elections..i didn’t even vote! 

i hate myself and i hate my tummy today and i feel miserable…i have been in bed all day with my trusted trash can, tissue box and constant trips to the loo: needless to say my day is CRAP

i’m sorry i let ppl down 2day 

i’m sorry i didn’t vote

i’m sorry i missed out on an important day such as 2day

 W A I 3

was in the hospital yesterday

i went to international clinic first they didn’t do much so i went home then it got REALLY worse i was throwing up nonstop kent bamoot so my mom takes me to mubarak and i’m surprised to say they were better! i usually hate mubarak and complain about them but they were very thorough with me and although the emergency doctor kan nafoos the egyptian doctor who later saw me was really nice

i never knew i was such a baby! they admitted after an hour in the emergency room and the nurse comes in to insert my IV and i freak out..i hate needles! so i look at my mom i look at the nurse and i’m like “i’m ok i’m ok lets go home” and  the nurse tricks me!

nurse: i will only take blood

me: ok

she reaches for my hand (they usually take blood from ur arm and not ur hand so i’m skeptical)

me: ur lying to me why are u taking blood from here?

nurse: i’m not lying i’m taking blood, look

i open my eyes and she is taking blood so i relax

nurse: the needle’s already inside see? i will connect ur IV now

she tricked me!

ok so i won’t bore u with the rest of the details but i begged and i begged and they let me go home under my own discretion and i felt much better as soon as i got home..got a good night’s sleep and i’m feeling ok now except for the pain in my tummy

as much as i HATE being sick i was overwhelmed by the treatment i got..6ab3an my parents needless to say were more than amazing but i was surprised at my friends, sej khaloony speechless…one of them drove me home and was so nice about it even when i started throwing up (she had a really important meeting and ditched it for me!) o my best friend met me at home and held my hair the ENTIRE time i was throwing up..i NEVER let anyone into the bathroom with me bas zafatny o she locked the door on us o she just stayed with me the entire time..A7EBHA etyanen wala then she drove me and mama to the hospital and stayed with us till they admitted me..ma etyanen??

o mama 7ayaty was so amazing ams, she held my hand o she hugged me o dala3atny o stayed with me alllll day even when i fell asleep, she just sat next to me o every time i woke up she’d be there caressing my head..7ayaty ehya :***

o 6ab3an the icing on the cake is baba who got me these gorgeous flowers when i got home :*

the bouquet to the left is actually from our garden and the one on the right is from the florist but both were put together by baba

7asoon u better not say i sound like 7aleema!